Does our search produce relief, freedom, happiness, no, just more questions, greater uncertainty, and more pain? We may experience respite from stress and pain from time to time, but very few people, especially those in Western civilizations would describe their lives as filled with incredible love, great joy, peace, and serenity.

Are you searching for answers? Do you even know what questions to ask? Are you in pain? Do you take medication for depression or anxiety? Are you tired of self-medicating? Have you found no relief from religion or any of the many other Spiritual practices you may have tried? Does your life feel like a struggle into hell? Or do you just experience an uneasy, unexplained restlessness? Do you sense that there is more to life, something that you're missing out on, but don't know what that is? Do you have weird dreams? Do you have visions, hear things, have insights, experience incredible unexplained coincidences and wonder what it all means? Are you looking for more peace, joy, love, and happiness in your life? Do you want answers to your questions? If you answer yes to any of these things I humbly ask you to read Ascent into Hell. Hopefully you will experience the same peace, love, joy, and happiness I found.

And yet, this is what my life looked like until, while deep in pain, I uttered, "I surrender Lord. What is it you want me to do?". From that time on, I was on a quest to learn who I Am, where I came from, the purpose for which I was born, and what's next. The quest took me on a fabulous journey, not always pretty or joyous, but now each moment of my life is filled with incredible abundance, joy, happiness and love.